I'm starting school again. It's a new school, too. I just moved across the country and away from people I care about. I don't feel like myself. Normally, that's great for me because I struggle with self-hatred, but something just feels different. I feel out of place, which is weird because everyone is so welcoming here. They could just be pretending, Im sure they are. They could just be secretly getting pissed off every time I fuck something off. Something just doesn't sit right with me about myself and this place and I don't know what. Im scared.