Trying this website because I need to let things out, cuz if I don't I might end up cutting myself as always, it's hard for me to confess but I love cutting myself and harming my body any way possible, I know it's wrong but I don't know what else to do, I get panic attacks but my mom doesn't like labeling and she doesn't like it when I use that word for myself so now even I don't acknowledge the fact I have panic attacks over small and minor thing, ranting like this makes me feel weak and vulnerable and I have no idea what to do