I brace myself when the morning comes. I pretend and play a character throughout the day, finish tasks and fill it however I can. But every night I feel so lonely, so empty, so tired, so drained. Not because I did a lot during the day but because I felt like nothing mattered. No one cared. And I mean truly cared. I don’t know how to describe how I’m feeling, that’s part of the loneliness I feel. No one would understand or could understand because I can’t describe it. Maybe all it’s screaming is .. I wish someone could help me.