Ever sense I turned 9 everything changed.. Mom started getting more mad at me, my dad started to disappear.. I am 13 now cutting myself just to feel free but it doesn’t work it just leaves scars.. I have a friends and she bullies me and everyone takes her side.. I just want to feel loved again! My brother keeps making fun of me for being adopted.. my boyfriend is worried about me which is scaring me cause I have never seen him like this.. my friend committed suicide. I can’t find my safe place. I am struggling with food and I have lots of anxiety attacks. My mom wants to get me checked out but I know that will make things worst.. I don’t know what to do! Everyone is against me all the time!