Im just so tired of it all ive been missing my therapy appointments and doing stupid things i dont know how much longer im supposed to endure this i wish i could actually just fucking do it but i cant because of my family god i wish i was never born im so tired of this all ive done is hurt people i wish i could find someone to hurt me again i wish i could find someone to ruin me fully im so tired of being half broken i wish i had someone who would push me over the edge and let me not even think about what im doing and just end it
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