i feel stupid about ranting on this topic. my mom wants me to play piano, she wanted me to have a piano teacher, we did it once a week for about 1-2 months. my sister would do guitar and i would do piano. but i didnt like it, i really wanted to learn an instrument, do something cool that others want to do. but i couldnt? i wanted to cry during every lesson with my teacher because i wasnt good at it, id mess up and id wanna cry after. i cried during a lesson and hid my tears, i felt pathetic. we stopped lessons because my school funds stopped since it was the end of the year, so my mom said 20 minutes a day. our house is huge and we have this very high ceiling room next to the front door, which is where our 6ft piano is. my sisters a teen, my brothers an adult (19) , so they said i was their only chance. i know they meant it as a joke but i feel like they somewhat meant it. ill write part 2 bcs i only have a few letters left. :)