I have a task paralysis problem, and everyday school feels like a nightmare, and maybe its not just school im scared of, its the reality of having to work to eat, i have to go through hell to figure out my limitations, and it cost me a lot of myself, the only time i feel free is at night, the night feels freeing, yet so dreadful knowing whats going to come tomorrow, im still in highschool (ph school system) and im an senior, and its my last year, and it feels like every coming day will get worse and worse, till i have the courage to kms, i really believed in that part so much that its hard to imagine my future anymore, i still have a lot of shit to figure out that i didnt have time in my younger years, i just want to feel free.
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