i shouldn’t be venting about anything, everyone i’ve met has it way worse than me, atp im just complaining about minor inconveniences… my life isn’t even that bad, why am i so fucked up? why do i want to blast my brains out? i’ve had friends who’ve been abused, got into accidents, assaulted, and i’m over here crying because i failed one class, complaining about my really religious family and how even though i don’t believe in god i still have this lingering fear that i’ll go to hell, i still think of all the things my parents told me as a kid about hell and heaven and praying, i’m not traumatized, i don’t deserve to be able to vent, i don’t fucking deserve it because like i said, atp im just complaining about minor inconveniences…
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