hello, im currently in the process of trying to study abroad. im super duper scared of my english proficiency exam (which is in 18 days) as it is an expensive and important part of the process. im also scared if my visa would be rejected. my parents decided to put me on a gap year to be able to focus on my exam and to lessen expenses, but being on gap year sucks so hard. all my friends are having their classes and meeting new people, i have nothing. ive been lying to my friends faces that i enrolled in a different college since my mom told me to. i wish i had enrolled but practically speaking its not ideal. my parents are strict so im not able to go out, im legitimately stuck at home doing nothing!!