I've been struggling with a girl I didn't even date over a year ago. I just can't get her off of my mind and all my friends who I thought were real are just kinda fake so I've had to shift to new friends. I'm insanely self conscious and I can't take my mind off of my mistakes and people who have wronged me. I doubt the relationship with the girl would have even lasted but it's been hard to move on and it's been a slow process. It hurts a little part of me whenever I see her and I'm ready to move past highschool so I'm doing online so that I can hopefully graduate early but I'm worried that it'll just make the situation worse and dig me into an even deeper hole