i hate you. your stupid pleads are nails on a chalkboard and you should just suck it up. you know that nobody cares, why keep going? i showed you that i care, yet you ran to others in the end. what is it that they have that i dont? do you know too much about me now? i know a lot about you now, we're in the same boat here, in this sinking, polluted nation. sometimes i wished i got head trauma so that i wont remember you, so that i didnt immediately think of you every time i saw something you like. unhealthy it is, and its my fault. whatever, im not gonna care anymore. if you want to talk, you know what to do. im here. im always here. im never leaving. you cant make me. i'll be here whether you like it or not. i hate you. so much so that im in love with you, you pathetic, rotten brat.