I feel like such an awful person. My mother just bought me so much stuff and we’re going to a concert soon and on a shopping spree, but I completely forgot about her birthday and don’t know what to get her. She buys everything she wants, so I honestly don’t know. I feel like such an awful kid and I feel so greedy and disgusting and a fucking failure. I wanted to make a painting, but I don’t know what to paint to show my love for her. I honestly love her so fucking much and I feel so bad.