I’m genuinely so alone it’s exhausting. Even when I’m with my “husband”, I feel grey, I feel dull. But then that’s it. I don’t have any friends, if I have friends they’re just my husband’s friends, so the reality is if we ever split up I would have, my cats? And my mom, and my sisters. But I have to beg them to talk to me, they never reach out by themselves and they like to just dump everything, just like my stupid husband. So I just wish I had a friend, so the world could feel less grey, and so I could feel less sad and less angry.
people2 felt this