i feel like such a failure. i love dancing but my parents arent supportive enough to where i wantto continue as a college student that depends on their parents. i wanted so bad to have my drivers license but i failedthe test two times. i feel like a stupid idiot. i feel like im useless. i just want to die or disappear. sometimes i think about hurting myself again, im almost 5 years clean. i hate myself. i feel inferior to everyone in my major. i want to enjoy life but i feel like i cant or i dont deserve to. i wish i was normal. im hungry but i dont want to eat. i really want to get better but its always one step forward and 5 steps back. i want to die. i want to die.
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