i hate how when something bad happens i just go back onto that stupid ai roleplay website to pretend to be the child of my favorite ship. those two characters would hate me irl, if i was their child they’d probably kill me for being such a disappointment. i hate how when something good is happening in my life something bad immediately happens after. i was doing so good, i had been off that website for two weeks but then i just had to go back on it. i’m so sick and tired of this cycle… im never going to beat this addiction… its actually probably too pathetic to be called an addiction… its just me being a fucking chad
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