What's something you have to deal with regularly that nobody else seems to understand? I’m always dealing with something that always seems only limited to me. I think my family wants me to prove myself because yes they admire me and have good feelings. But they’re waiting for something special to happen when o want them to realize that there’s nothing special happening. The things that’s happening is what’s happening now. I’m always putting on a show for my family because I grow so fast, I am very agile. Not adaptable. So when you can’t adapt to every fricking thing but you can somehow always pull through with it. Everyone starts to expect you to be spectacular but when you suffering. And just growing from your suffering. People usually grow from idk having a boyfriend or something normal. But I seem to only be admired after it’s something I have suffered through. And that doesn’t mean I was in the wrongs it’s usually me suffering from others faults.