Like 👍 everything’s just hitting me. I don’t know why my body is so weak. Why can’t I just do what I want? What am I up against? Myself? Nothing? Everything? Like I hate my generation. Like it almost feel like everything will never go the way I want. I even got pets for myself because obviously they’re support animals… but like even then u can’t take as good care as u want to because maybe you can’t work yet or so many things. Like…don’t get me wrong I am so grateful I was Christian all my life…. I know what life is supposed to be like. And even then Christianity was freaking hard and it felt as if nothing was going for me. Things got worse and idk I was not rewarded… like everyone just undermines everything. And I’m starting to realize the importance of the people in your environment…like a lot. Because everyone’s letting me down.