it’s gen so over. i’ve had a binge eating disorder for the last two years and lately that’s made me start throwing up my food for fresh starts yada yada. it’s gotten so bad like i skipped prom because of my weight and the fact that i pick my skin when stressed so i’ve got bloody wounds and scars all over my chest arms back and quite literallt everywhere else. doesnt help fhat this stupid disorders led me to be so depressed that i barely even brush my teeth or showrr anymore it’s legit so embarrassing especially cause i’ve got braces and have regular dentist appointments. i’ve also had shit school attendance for the past 2 years and so many lates and detentions from showering early in the morning before school after putting it off the night before. I’m having kinda a fresh start this year academically but i picked all sciences and maths to do and everyone’s told me i won’t be able to do those cause they’re super hard but it’s my dream to do something in science.