Im really so tired of seeing their faces, especially when I know they hate me yet they still pretend in my face and sometimes treat me like nothing until suddenly im "useful" to them It's disgusting outright and lowkey I just want to abandon the entire friend group and its not like others didnt tell me to... my other friends already told me to just abandon them and honestly only recently I realised they were right. They only make me the worst version of myself and constant reminders of them only made me more toxic which I hated seeing. Its like suddenly I was sucked back to what I didnt want to be and its terrifying I dont want to feel that way anymore. Im tired of that. Im tired of it, so so so tired.