I’ve been struggling with postpartum depression for 2 years now I haven’t gotten better Ive pushed away and disrespected the people who “would” care about me. I have no family to lean on for support, I’ve honestly just realized how little resources I have and it’s been hard having constant negative thoughts of maybe I’m better off not here anymore. I’m trying so hard I really am I just don’t know how much more I can do dealing with this