warning this is going to be a very long, and emotional message: dose anyone feel like they are lonley, like really lonley, i do, recently i realized how lonley i am, everytime someone leaves me on read i feel really sad and cry, its like i cant even control it, it just happens so fast, im truaimtized bec of people never answering me at school, texting, being left on read, never getting back to me, adn recnetly it crashed down on me big time, everyone i meet i am skeptical, i think its to good to be true, if they seem like they want to be my friend my aunt has got me a friend lined up and says hes a good kid and we get along and you know im skeptical and saying oh its just another opptiotuinty to be let down like every other time when i get left on read i get really sad i have a couple disorders that effects sadness so it makes it worse i feel left out all i want is to feel wanted im done texting first it hasnt gotten me anywhere i just want that one friend it feels impossible.