my partner is a porn addict he told me he is changing and he made a huge progress since we start dating, but i feel it is not enough im crying almost every week because I accidently catching him doing something what he promised he will stop doing and i just want to die i dont feel loved, i dont feel wanted, i dont feel love anymore im full of hate now i hate it, i hate him and i hate myself so much for staying i feel like im useless and wont find anyone better than him idk why i even telling anyone this, but i just finished crying again and idk what to do next