I'm so tired. I wish I could just accept myself, what I was born as. I want to be grateful for my body. I want to be normal. To not shatter mentally every time I do basic things that involve seeing my own body. I want to not hate myself. To not hate my voice. To not hate my clothes. I want to be a normal girl that doesn't want to be a boy. Who wants to wear dresses and paint her nails. But I'm not.