Rant #13336

I'm 16 years old, I suffer chronic treatment resistant dpdr for 4 years now 7 physchiatrists 5 medications 3 sheikhs 2 raqyas Yet theres no cure for this I struggle with addiction to severe self harm with over 400+ cuts on my arms alone i see figures running into nothing in the corner of my eyes I get urges to harm my relatives believing they caused this but i have a needoh so its all great in the end