i wish i was a girl. i am 15 years old, and every day i wake up and i cant help but feel as if i dont belong in my body. i cant help but feel disgusted everytime i see what i hide behind my clothes. i feel envy towards girls i know. i cant talk to anyone because i have trust issues. i genuinely have no idea what to do. i only leave my house for school and when forced to otherwise. i spend most of my time inside because i cant help but feel someone silently ridiculing me, even when no one else is around.