i am an undiagnosed autistic/neurodivergent person and everything feels beyond energy draining. i feel like the usual lifestyle isn't for me because i will never fully adapt to it. that makes getting a job harder and even passive incomes where i can express myself freely feel like heavy tasks for me. that means i can't provide an income for my already struggling family and i'm sick of not being able to help them because they deserve so much better. i don't know what to do anymore. i wish things could get better. this day has been so difficult for me. i barely have the energy to type this. i don't even want to doomscroll. i don't even want to do anything, and i hate that.
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