I really wish I had friends. I lie to feel included but deep down I hate myself for lying because my life sucks. I deal with depression, anxiety and other stuff. I told my family but they don't care. I have no friends at school anymore. Just me, myself and I. I cope differently. I wanna talk to someone and let it out. I wanna just have someone hug me and say "hey kid. You're doing your best and that's enough. Keep going". That would help me sooooo much. I got anxiety, depression, ocd, ptsd, overthink. Just bad. Real bad bro. This past week I met someone and she said I could vent to her but I can't. I can't vent to anyone. If I'm 100 percent honest, I'll get judged. Judged for my mental health, how I cope and what's happened to me in my past.