I want to be a man so bad. I hate everything about being female, i hate my chest that i tried to push back into my body since i was 12 even though i know it won't work, i hate the uterus in me that shredds itself every 20 days (yes 20) that i won't even use ever, i hate the long hair my parents force me to keep, i hate my name being female, i have my voice sounding feminin, i hate it i hate it i hate it all. WHY did that sperm cell with the second X chromosome win the race? Why couldn't it have lost to one carring a Y? Why? Why? Why was i born a girl? Why do i have to go through this? WHY?? What did i do to deserve this? I can never be a real man and that hurts so much.
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