I constantly feel like I’ll never be enough. My boyfriend is the kindest most patient soul on the planet but I can’t shake the feeling that he’s gonna get tired of me always having a problem. There’s no reason for me to feel this way but I don’t know how to get better. I want to get better for him and for me but I don’t know how. I feel like such a faker that my problems aren’t big enough to be real that I’m making myself feel this way and I’m choosing to to have these issues but I don’t know how else to live. Not living would just be easier but I’m too much of a coward to commit, I’m just a faker.
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