I’m so stupid and full of pride. I’m Christian and I hate myself but I can’t because that means I think my problems are bigger than Gods love. I can’t forgive myself but somehow I’m supposed to ask God to forgive me. I keep asking Him to help me turn to Him but I’ve been so far that it doesn’t feel genuine even though I’m trying so hard. It feels like I’m just not trusting Him enough, like everyone would get better if I just had more faith but it so hard. I just feel like my faith is fake because how can you be a Christian and have mental health problems. I just wish my head would feel clear for a second
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