Brother, sister you have survived 100% of your hardest days so far and the fact that you're still here means there is strength in you, even when you don't feel it. Your current situation is not your final destination. The chapters that hurt the most often teach us the lessons that shape us into stronger and wiser people. Don't let a bad day convince you that you have a bad life. Ask for help, because strength isn't facing everything alone. And as someone who almost gave up, i can tell you that it does get better just take it one step at a time. ISAIAH 41:10 "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you"