I hate being fat after having a baby. I’m 84kg and I hate myself so much. I see others my size and think they look stunning, why can’t I see myself this way?😩

Since 2026 I have caught something nasty or maybe I caught a couple different things back to back. I'm not sure if something is wrong with me or are other people experiencing this too? I haven't had fever, chills, or muscle aches. If anything I've had minor fatigue, bad sinus pressure, running nose, sneezing, but clear mucous and a cough that won't go away. Am I the only one?

i never felt so lonely, it’s eating me alive. up until my birthday i guess ive expected a little bit more support on this day, but it feels even more lonely. no one was here to celebrate, up until the morning i was crying and even start relapsing again. it’s terrible, i just wish some people would at least give up the amount i would for them and it’s just..it made me realized how much i shouldn’t belong here i don’t feel supported i don’t feel appreciated. Im so tired of this and im so tired of being tired. It’s a never ending cycle and i feel like it wont stop until i put an end to it. i feel like throwing up. i wish i could get better