August 2 2026 at 4:04 AM First time SH'ing, I SH'ed my arms with a razor blade. It felt really good, I felt relief and sexual gratification (hypersexual) but it hurt a little. I've been trying to kill myself but I had no courage to do so. So then I tried SH'ing myself. Some downsides I'm afraid to get scars and evidence of me SH'ing myself being found as well as my arm being a little numb and pale. Worth it...
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
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