i dont get why people care about me. everything about me is flawed and unlikable, and everyone around me knows that. my face, my body, my voice, my personality, my hair, my clothes, everything. ive been told it to my face more than i can count. i know its true, i know it. i avoid mirrors as much as i can because i cant stand to look at the other side. people say im too skinny for my age, but i cant help but feel that im slowly becoming bigger and bigger. i try to avoid eating to prevent it, but it wont stop. i cant help it.