awhile back ago i lost 3 of my friends that i was friends with for over 13 years and on top of that afterwards i watched someone i cared about od hang themselves multiple times and stab themselves in the neck, after that i got sent to a mental hospital i got out and a couple months later and then lost that person who was the last person i had and now i will never see them again and on top of that my parents are now getting divorced and have been getting into fights everyday and punching and slapping each other it feels like i genuinely can’t catch a break my life has gone completely to shit and i’ve lost everyone and everything and on top of this i’m heavily addicted to weed and shrooms, and also trying my hardest not to relapse in moly mind you i’m 15 dealing with all this, i did meet a girl i really like but she’s not over her ex but im such a bitch that ima ignore-it genuinely can’t take it anymore when is life going to give me abreak it just keeps getting worse and worse and worse