Anonymous
Hey to anyone who keeps hiding ur issues and pretending, I want u to read a message meant for my partner. if ur reading this O, its ash. I don't know what I did. I don't know what happened. I don't know what's wrong at all. But I also don't know how to help. Im worried and scared. I hope one day you can open up. That one day you can open up because I know youre struggling. you didn't have to tell me. I noticed. I cared. I didn't speak because I didnt want to be annoying. You said questions make you uncomfortable, I wish you would've told me that. You said it'd be annoying if you opened up, but that all I really want. I would rather see you cry and it feels like facing every fear and trauma, I'd rather live every trauma and pain for both of us, know how you feel... I'd rather be in unfathomable pain than know you're hiding, because that hurts so much more. I love you.. I know you probably wont read this, but I hope you do, or I hope someone can safely open up with courage and hope now.