I really wanna cut myself again I hate myself my sister said she hates me and wish I never existed I wish that to because I'm done with life but I hide my mental health problems and act like I'm fine but I'm really not fine I keep getting headaches from stress or something and of course I'm a mentally ill child like they say I always start to bed rot now I'm in my room rn its 12;52 am and I'm feeling the worse rn I have been crying and I cant sleep I'm tired of it my life is a loop no sleep just cry all night then get a little sleep then wake up act like nothing happen when someone asks if I'm ok I say yes even though I'm not and I want someone to understand me and let me vent but I cant find anyone all my friends are mostly fake now
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