I have hypersexual and I h$mped a pill0w and I really feel disguested with myself so much I also attempet 2 times and failed and I also cvt I have bad death thoughts of should I do it or not and I runied my clean streak and my sister out loud with my vr friends pointed out of my hypersexual saying at least I don't h4mp my pillow and everyone laughed at me I really hate myself