Rant #11595

i hate myself. A person I never had, someone I never even tried with, fell for someone else. I wasted my opportunity with him. I was scared and now he's with somebody else. I played around with everyone else but i guess im a loser who didnt act. I don't deserve to feel sad, I don't get to, this was my complete and total fault. He was never mine, I don't know even if he liked me back, but now I'll never get to know