What if I don't pass? I'm not that smart like you and Mom think. I don't like it when you pressure me about UP. I'm considering all of them, right? All the schools I'm planning to apply to are state universities, no private ones. Don't you appreciate that? FUCK, I'm so jealous of my friends who are considering other private universities while I'm stuck with the THREE STATE UNIVERSITIES NEAR ME THAT OFFER NURSING. If only it was easy to get into state univs, right? But it's NOT because I'm not smart. If I focus on UP, then fuck it, I might as well not go to college because I'll never pass that fucking UPCAT no matter what I do since I don't study and, for shit's sake, I'M NOT SMART. And besides, why are you forcing me to change my course? What am I supposed to do with that? Spread more stupidity? I don't think low of myself. I'm practical. I'm realistic. I know my strengths and weaknesses, and I know for a fact that my abilities aren't enough to pass the UPcat.