Do I have to mutilate myself to get someone to care? I clearly have issues, they see that but continue with their days. Do I have to cut myself to get them to care? To get them to stare for more than two seconds and not call me dramatic? Do I have to overdose to get them to care? I will. I will if it means they'll care for me just a little longer. I've always had a strong desire to kill myself, sometimes I would have to scare myself just to get me not to overdose. I can't hang myself because I have no ceiling fan. I don't cut my skin because I wear short sleeves all the time. They'd see. Despite all of that, I already know the answer to my question. They wouldn't care. I know that because when someone I knew cut themself, they were concerned for them for a while before turning a blind eye.