i want to talk to you, make plans with you and have fun with you, but it seems that you do would rather do anything else. you say you care about me, you would atleast spare a dry message yet you're ghosting me knowing damn well you're not doing anything? it feels like my efforts arent being reciprocated, and i hate how ghosting YOU makes me feel worse. at this point just tell me you hate me and stop making me feel like a desperate ex. is it my fault i want to have a connection with you? or do you like to see me beg for your attention for your own amusement? i wish i didn't care for you at all because then i don't have to make a fool out of myself for you