I fucking hate my team this is my second year on cheer with my bsf. guess who the flyer is and who got jv captain this year NOT FUCKING ME I worked my fucking ass off for jv captain. i thought maybe then people would pay attention to me because im so used to just being "there". some fucking new girl and my best friend got it instead GOD WHY CANT I HAVE ANYTHING??? all of the new people on jv this year flock to my bsf. im being nice and funny and helpful and everything they want but they all just fucking ignore me and im sick of it i thought this team was going to be some place i could finally be paid attention to because im so invisible everywhere else i was so fucking wrong i feel like 'the guy nobody invited' all the fucking time with my team i swear nobody actually likes me im so fucking stupid for getting my hopes up for jv captain cs yeah of course it was never gonna fuckin be me anyways and i thought if i wanted it enough i could finally show people that im something special