You only ever see the worst in me. You never tried to change for me. you just forced your will upon me. Forced a sedentary life on me. Forced your control and paranoia on me your lack of emotional intelligence and your temper tantrums on me, all the while we were forced and expected to act perfect and never have reactions to your bullshit. Now all your kids are tired of it. You are pushing them away, and you are losing your goddamn mind because of it. The sad thing is I have been told all my life I am loved and you show it with the occasional grand gestures, but in the day-to-day life I don't feel loved. Right now I feel no love from you. It feels like when a narcissist has a child and sees them as an extension of themselves so when you rebel they no longer care about you or theyre just so enraged and will try to take back control. If you truly loved me you would have changed for me when I begged and begged for you to let go because you were smothering me.