my friends haven’t been the nicest to me and I think they probably think I’m just taking it as a joke but it really dosent feel like it also idk just lately I haven’t really wanted to do anything and I’m pretty sure my parents just think I’m lazy and everything but I haven’t really interacted with a lot of people I feel like I can’t get up most days and I just cry in my room.i try to make everyone think I’m just a really happy person and that nothing really bothers me but it’s exhausting and I hate the feeling.at least I don’t have school but still I feel just depressed.i keep saying sorry a lot because I don’t want to hurt anyone but sometimes that hurt me want to tell people how I feel but all my freak friends haven’t there problems and I don’t want people to feel bad for me I guess this is why I came here I don’t really think I can do this anymore to be honest