I found a small lump on my left testicle. I don't know what it could be other than cancer. I've told my girlfriend, I'm yet to tell my mother. It's 1:48 am, and I'm terrified. I don't want cancer, not now, not ever, and I scared, I feel like it might be cancer. And I don't want that. I love living, singing, gaming, kissing, loving, everything, yet now there's a chance I could lose all of that. And I'm scared. There's no one to talk to now. It's late, no ones awake, and I'm alone. And I'm scared. Please, if there's something out there that can help me, please save me. I'm not a bad person, I don't want to go. I want to love and enjoy life, and swim in the sea. Please, let me survive this, please.
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