I deluded myself into thinking this guy actually liked me even though we only ever spoke online and he never showed his face and when the illusion came crashing down I realized I have nothing fucking going on in my life and I hate him and I hate myself and I hate that no one will ever value me first and I hate how addicted I am to his attention and I hate how I've collapsed into a crying mess every day the last week
Write it down. Let it go. No account, no name.
raf, no one is gonna read this except myself. reading our old emails when things were okay...
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