im literally so lonely its killing me atp. currently i only have one friend that ive had for like three months but before that i went a whole year without any friends. even a few years ago i also went a whole year without a friend. thats two+ years without having any type of communication with people (besides family). even though i technically have a friend i feel like i have no one to talk to because they dont respond to me for multiple days and when they do talk to me its just a few words. i feel like a complete waste of space. ive tried so hard to talk to people just for nothing to work. i dont understand why im so hard to like. am i just *that* annoying? why am i so unlikeable??? i just want someone who actually likes talking to me. is that too much to ask for? why is that too much to ask for? why??????