I recently haven't felt real. Almost as if everything including me is made of wax or plastic. Whenever this comes around it feels just as pure dread like there's a hole in my stomach. I stare at the wall I stop talking to people I cut people off I can't handle the burden of continuing something that doesn't feel real but that's where the issue comes in. I've been dating my partner for 11 months now and pretty soon it will be our one year. I feel like whatever this is is going to impact us and it already has. She's brought it up many times and anytime I try and tell her how I feel it sounds like she doesn't understand and tries pushing it off as if I'm not trying to feel like this. It hurts to feel this way.
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