Theres a saying that goes " your wounds are not your fault, but your healing is your responsibility" but I didn't ask for this pain I didn't ask to be hurt so why am I responsible for healing a wound that was given to me by someone else. Why am I suffering the consequences of someone else's actions. I was so innocent I didn't ask for it. Healing is hard, every day you try to be okay, but the pain consumes you and then people go and tell you that you must let go of it, well I'm trying but the pain doesn't want to let go of me, I don't know if that makes any sense but that's what it feels like.